Yeah...I know!!!! I will explain the title in a second because you must understand what happened to lead me there. I met with the woman on Friday about getting gypsy twist. They are soooooooo cute. I made an appointment for Dec. 29th. While is was sitting there waiting for my consult I was looking around her salon at the 2 ladies (and one 8 year old) who were there for appointments. Their hair was FIERCE!!! Do you hear me?!?! FIERCE! I mean the stylist had some banging curls too. The little girl had the most beautiful hair I had seen in a long time. She was sportin twist on her 4B hair and rockin it. So I met with the stylist (who only does natural hair and uses natural products) and told her my hair story and my hair goals. When I left I could not stop thinking about how beautiful their hair was. I was thinking...what in the HELL am I afraid of? What someone else will think or what I will think?
So I went to the gym and got my workout on (still thinking these same thoughts). When I got home I deep conditioned my hair. then, as I was putting in the leave in conditioner I thought about cutting it off, but I didn't. I went all day yesterday obsessing over my hair. Should I or shouldn't I??? Well, my husband and I were lying on the couch last night watching a movie and I have some serious hand in head going on. I am pulling at the curls behind my ear and I realize that there is not much relaxer left in that section. I start thinking...what if I just cut this part of to see what it would look like? Well, you know what happened next, I cut that section off. I liked what I saw. So then I did from ear to ear across the entire back of my head. I sprayed it with leave-in conditioner/oil mixture and used some shea butter to put the area into two strand twist. I took the twist down this morning and LOVED IT!!!
So now I am trying to gather enough nerve to cut the rest of it. I am sure I will. I just think of it this way, if I don't like it that is fine because I will get the twist put in next week anyway. See the picture below.
Peace, Love and Scissors
~GNH~
