Monday, November 2, 2009

Day 52 - I just wanna scream

I wish I was done with this transition process.  For a brief moment and I do mean brief moment I wanted to relax my hair.  See, when I started this process, well, when I commited to this transition process it was near the end of the quarter, I didn't have a lot of work to do and I was going to be off work for 3 weeks.  Now, with teaching 3 classes and all of the demands of field trips (our school is big on those), planning the 8th grade graduation and class trip I just ain't got the energy at the end of the day to deal with my head.  If I wasn't so particular I could make the bantu knots last 3 days but I am picky.  Plus, my hair is really fine and soft so after sleeping one night on it the curls start to wave BYE-BYE.  I am not one for sleeping pretty either.  When it is time to go to sleep I am OUT!!!! Plus, it has been raining cats and dogs here everyday so that isn't helping.  UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I just want to scream!!!!  I know, I could cut it all off but I really don't think that I am ready for that just yet.  I just keep telling myself if I can make it 6 more weeks I will have 5 weeks off work and I won't have to comb my hair.

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Peace, Love and Patience
~GNH~